Mr. Leopard gecko

I owned 2 leopard geckos in my life. I was supposed to get an aquatic turtle but as a stupid, dumb 10 year old I didn't know the tanks would have to be huge. But we came all the way to upstate NY so I wasn't going to leave without a pet, so I bought a leopard gecko. Luckily I did some research about fat-tailed and leopard geckos for my school project so I knew the basics. Unfortunately as a stupid, dumb 10 year old, I kept on forgetting to sprinkle in calcium. My poor Leopard gecko was very unfortunately hit with BMD. I had to feed him this medicine every day. But then... I wish I could forget about this and delete this memory. Every time I walked through the upstairs corridors I keep on remembering it. This is what happened: I had my gecko for about almost 5 or 6 months? And when I was washing his tank, he had escaped his bin. I didn't know that he escaped and I was just coming back from the bathroom I was washing the bowl in.......... I stepped on him. I won't provide the exact details but something had exploded. I rushed him to the tank and my family crowded around and watched in horror as his breathing slowed down. This lesson meant a lot to me. After about 2 days of shock I came to a conclusion to make up for my mistake I would buy another gecko and take amazing care of him. So I bought one and named him Kiwi. I still have him and took care of him for 2 years so far, but two things I do that was different from how I took care of my old gecko is, Feed my Kiwi calcium, and clean his tank with him inside it.

RIP Oreo

(Btw my real age isn't 18 it's 13, dunno how it was 18)